help me find my northern star :)

my blog isnt dying pecky! hahahahaa...urs the worst. how long have u not been updating ur blog?! uh uh uh!! hehehehe...gawd...next week school reopens. and i dread for it to come!

im getting paranoid as ever. i hate it when people stare at me so hard that it seems their eyeball is gonna pop out any moment. its kinda scary though. am i that ugly fugly that they gotta look at me like that? wth! i noe la...i look like some jepun tersesat. or cleopatra tercampak. damnations. im hating my fringe each single day and i got to live with it for the whole month or so. cause by then it will grow and im able to style it up and i wanna cut my hair like meg!
she is soooo gawd damn gorgeous la! her hair very nice rite??? i want can!

okay okay...enough drooling. anyway, my baby is finally getting better after getting her intestine checked and her touchpad changed. i was totally horrific at the sight of the person screwing and unscrewing my laptop. gawd...he opened this and that like nobody business. and now after all the operation, my laptop have infected what they called 'porn' virus. hahaha...some stupid W32silly virus la. everyone in my class is infected by it and called it porn. dunnoe for whatever reason. hahaha. need to bring her to another surgery. argh!!! but im still happy that i can use my touchpad and both right and left clicks :)

tmr gonna be the happy happy people day. or probably only half of them are turning up as usual. but heck..its been long since we hang out though. me seha nano and ais. woots~! cant wait. let dance and boogey woogey babeey!













sometimes i wonder
what is like to feel love
and be in love.